Buy house & buy laptop and broadband for Internet conne

I want to buy our own house cause I have no work to pay our rental house bills every month. And it is also for the needs of my three years old daughter and for her studies begin's next year. And for the needs of my second baby cause I'm eight months pregnant now. I have to buy also laptop with broadband for internet connection, cause I have to find a job online, work from home that's why i see & care my two babies while I working. But for now, I have to pay our three months delayed paying rent & bills especially this month. For our needs every day like food's and needs of my two babies. Cause the salary now of my husband on his new job is not enough to our needs every day that's why we are delaying how many months rent & bills especially this month. And now he didn't go home and support us anymore that's why I always cry day and night cause I don't know how to support my to babies because my pregnancy now is hard and giving me painful. That's why I chose to buy house and I have to buy laptop and broadband for Internet connection cause my plan is to find work from home after my pregnancy birth. Please ma'am/sir I need your help now immediately. Cause I have no work for now and also my pregnancy now is hard and giving me painful. Please ma'am/sir I hope your understanding on my situation now. Thank you and God bless you all